My deep thoughts are running wild today. Had a hard time falling asleep last night. I have been dreaming again, about what limits I can push myself to. How far can I go? What am I capable of? Can I do it? I get big ideas. I mean really BIG ideas and I usually think I can accomplish them. Fortunately, I have an anchor named Bruce that keeps me from floating of into space with my big ideas. He means well and unfortunately is usually right about how not feasible my ideas are. Am I delusional?

But lately, I have been dreaming again about what is and is not acceptable. What am I willing to sacrifice to do something I really think I can and want to do? Is the alternative to not doing it acceptable? I don't know. I am wading into deep waters here with this dream and really don't know how to swim in this ocean. I have some basic ideas but the thought of total commitment is terrifying!!!!!!! There are sharks in the water and lots of other scary creatures.

Can I handle it? Are my dreams too big for me? I have never thought of myself as someone who had limits. I pretty much assumed I could do anything I decided to do. I guess it is never a good idea to assume anything!

So, what are my limits? Can I do anything I set my mind to? Should I try? The thought of not trying breaks my heart and I don't think that is an acceptable alternative!